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Zohnny - Under The Sparkle

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"3.. 2..1...."

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!" They shout cheerily. Hug each other and say wishes to everyone, the house was all happy and merry, celebrating the coming of the new year.

We were still at Matt house, yes he asked us stay at his house for four days until after this new year celebration.

"BANG~ BANG~" Sound of the fireworks banging outside the house as everyone rushed outside just to see the colourful fireworks decorating the dark night view, unfortunately the trees covering half of the fireworks view. I smiled towards them as I crept to the backyard, through the kitchen. I closed the door silently and sit against the wall, from here, I can see the fireworks clearly, Its a wonderful view.

Even with the merry surrounding, my mind was still at its worst, I can't even feel calmed and enjoy the fireworks. Its happen just on this very place, the backyard, those memories. How can i be so stupid. It was just me who felt it. I slowly run my hand through my hair. One questions still banging in my head.. "But why?"

*flashback*

"GO AWAY!!" I yelled at him, pulling my knee closer to my chest.

" But Jay... " He look at me sympathetically through his green orb eyes, concerned shown.

"JUST GO!!" I shout again, now my glossy eyes are burst with tears.

"You can tell me whats the problem Jay.." He said softly. Doesn't he know, the more he is nice to me, the more i feel hurt?

"I told you.. the problem is that, I'm gay! I fuckin am! and i know you would feel disgusted by me.." I sniffled, lowered my voice.

He bit his lips and keep silent. I just need time to be alone, why would he want to be here, He can't do anything about it, cause i know it just a one-side feeling, he was straight.

"GO AWAY!!!" I shouted again. Gosh! He just can leave me alone!

".. OR I'LL.." I paused, thinking for something to threaten him.

"or what?" He smirked, he thought i can't think of something to threat him.

".. OR I'LL.. I'LL KISS YOU!" I glared him. The best idea for someone who is straight, right?

He look at me quite shocked, but he still doesn't move.

"I'm.. I'm not joking!!" I stuttered a little, raising my voice. He should go!
He looked at me for a minute and scoot nearer to me, as we was still sitting. He stared at me again. I blushed. At this moment, i felt my heart was about to explode.

"I'm.. I'm really not joking.." I said under my breath. I can't stand this anymore. Why he did this to me? Doesn't he know how i really want him?
He leaned closer and pressed his lips to mine, I was shocked but i can't wasted this moment, this is what i wanted after all. I pulled him closer and kissed him deeply. We broke apart slowly. Suddenly, he looked panicked.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry.. i dont know-" He started to stand up and move to the backdoor quickly.

" Wait.." I quickly hold him by his sleeve. He looked at me slowly.

"What was that?.." I asked softly.

"I'm sorry! " He quickly released my hand and turn the doorknob, went inside the house.
I stand there shocked, A smile crept on my face. I sit there for a few minutes and thinking about what was just happen. I'm craving for more..


~~(next day)


I sit at the backyard and open my cigarettes box, once i found it was empty, i crumpled it and threw to the nearby trash. I sighed. Today, Zacky avoid half of the day from met me, It really hurts. I really want to know the meaning. The sound of the doorknob heard, i looked at the door and shocked to find Zacky slowly closed the door.

"Zacky.." I murterred and stand up.

"I'm sorry" He repeated the same words, over again.

"Why do you kissed me on that day?" I said, my brows furrowed.

"I.. i.." He looked at me and start to blushed.

"I'm sorry.." He mumbled quietly and looked away.

"The thing is, i don't want to hear your apology! I want answers!!" I started to raise my voice, feel annoyed as ever. His breath heavily huffed.

"I.. i need to go.." He glanced at me for a minute and turn his back on me.

"NO!" I yelled, grabbing his sleeve. "YOU MUST ANSWER ME!" I shout, sounded a little desperate for answers.

"THE THING IS.. I DON'T KNOW!!" He snapped and pulled away his hands from mine. "I was confused..!.. I don't know.." He mumbled and open the door knob, i burst to tears and turn away quickly. He looked at me for a minute before went inside. What was i ever thinking, want him to love me?..It just

..impossible...

*end of flashback*

I wipe my tears carefully and watch the fireworks dancing merrily. Then i heard the sound of the door creaking, opened slowly. I still watch the fireworks until i find someone sit next to me. I looked at him slowly, it was kind of dark at first, until a huge firework helps in reduce the darkness.

"Zacky?" As my vision starts to work. He looked at me and bit his lips hard.

"I was confused.." He repeat his word that i don't really want to hear.

" I know.. I forgot, Gena was more beautiful.. You can't just let her slipped away" I chuckled and put on a fake smile on my face. He bit his lips and looked at the fireworks slowly.

"I shouldn't asked something like tha-" I mumbled until a soft lips was crashed to mine. He kissed me and i pulled him closer and kissed him. It was a passionate kiss. I broke slowly then i felt confused. He put his forehead on mine as we broke the kiss.

"I'm still confused, but I'm carving more for it... I love you Johnny, i know its not because I'm just carving for it.. I want it to be mine.." He paused for a minute. "thats because i know its not just something, its a feeling... love.." He whisper, blushing, still with his forehead on mine.

"What the fuck was i'm saying.." He chuckled a little, still whispering. A smile formed on my face.

"So.. we .. um..like together?" I asked hopefully. He nodded with smile shown. He doesn't know how long i've waited for this. "I fucking love you, Zee" I whisper and start to pull him closer and get into another kiss. He put his arms around my waist and kissed me back. Between the kiss, i can felt a smile from his mouth.
This was the best new year ever, I'm hoping for a better day, better hope, better feeling, I guess it will a better year, with him.

You and me, alone, under this sparkle on the midnight darkness, The best moment i ever had in my life. Will remain the best, forever..
A Zacky/Johnny slash.. that I suddenly wrote. Well, At first i thought i want to make Jimohnny but suddenly i wrote Zohnny. o_O Sorry for the bad english and grammar :O Oh and thanks for reading :D I really appreciate comment and fav :love: Thanks :D
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billierevenge's avatar
I love it :D It was cute and I'm glad it's a Zohnny becuase it's my favorite pairing :D