Frerard - To the end :Oneshot:

"Pheww.." His hazel-green eyes lash from the side straight to mine while we were sitting on a comfortable couch. I threw myself on the front couch and watch him carefully as a wide grin form on his face. "We should do better on the next show.." He mumbled.

"Well... you kissed me on the cheek.. Thats mean it's a great show after all" I paused for a chuckles "I mean all the fan girls would like that.." I continued. He smile at me and quickly look at the ceiling as the sound of the door cracked open, Mikey, Bob and Ray came later. I look at each of them carefully as they passed me, all of them look exhausted, well so do i.  All of them threw themselves on the side couch with only Mikey's feet on the coffee table.

"There should be some surprise in the next show.. "Frank mumbled.

"You really like surprised huh.." I smiled, thinking..

" What surprise?" Ray suddenly asked, after a while silence.

" You'll see.." I said and smirked to Frankie. All of them looked at me puzzled, i just kept silence and thinking... of a plan.

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Bob slammed his instrument with Ray, Frankie and Mikey playing theirs, following the beats. I sing the melody and enjoying myself on stage with the audience all cheering and sing along. As the song with no vocal appeared, i reach towards Frank and start to crashed my lips to his, he looked a little shocked but then we move deeper and making out, after some seconds he pushed me and continued playing his guitar with his head back and forth, banging to the beats, while I continued to sing. After some minutes, the lights was out, the beats slowly fade and the show was off. All of the band move to the backstage.

I slowly moves to him as he watched me through the darkness and walked to the backstage.

"Wow.. that was some surprise.." He looked at me through the darkness as i walk nearer.

" How wa-" Before i could continued my words, he crashed his lips to mine and we start to kiss deeply, it last after some minutes, as we catch our breath. My heart race quickly as if it would explode in any seconds. He look at me and smiled. He plant a small sweet kiss on my lips and walked away, catched up the others.

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"I need to go and buy coffee before i die of boredomness" I blurted out and stretched my arms and feet wide before jumping off the couch. "You guys need anything?" I asked and looked at each of them carefully. They shooked their head and finally i looked at Frankie he bit his lips and suddenly walk towards me, leaving his comfortable seats.

"I want.. um.. tea" He murterred. And looked at me, smiling.

"Oh.. okay" I smiled and start to leave. A soft hand hold my hands and pulled me to him.

He crashed his lips to mine and we started to kiss. He pushed me after some minutes. I blushed as i remember the band was there and watching us. I quickly walked away, with a wide grinned form on my face. All i can hear was Ray said to Frank 'He surely a good kisser,huh' 'Yeah' and Bob say 'what about me?' I chuckled and their voice slowly fade as my stepped went further.

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I walked slowly to Mikey and sing with my hand touch Mikey's shoulder, as his head move back and forth. After some minutes, I release my hand and strode to Frankie while making a little moves as i sing. I stand beside him for a minute, singing as he stopped playing his guitar and looked at me for some seconds before he walk closer to me and crashed his lips to mine, he pushed me backwards and this takes more seconds than we used to, on stage. I broke the kiss and start to jog away with a little chuckled escape and continued to sing. He continued strumming his guitar with his head back and forth. Wow, a little addicted don't we?


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That time when we talk shits in the our room in a hotel. Ray starts to crack joked with Bob join and so do Frank that sit besides me. My brother and i laughed alot more than talking. Frankie glanced at me and start to smile. A wild idea appeared in his brain i guessed.

I looked at him and starts to kiss his cheek. A smile appeared on my face.

"Look at this lovebirds.. you guys should married" Ray teased.

" I will soon got a brother-in-law that in the same band with me.."Mikey chuckled.

I just giggled, cause i never thought that far. He laughed too and start to move his hands up and down towards them, want their attention and quitness i guess?

" Well, if we reached 30 and still don't have that special girl, we will married with each other" He declared. I laughed with the others and mumbled 'Okay, no problem' and continued laughing. Now its a deal eh?

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A year has passes both of us already have that special girl. Still, we kissed whenever we need to, except infront of the girls. Until one day he said he want to married the girl, Jamia.

I couldn't help it but my heart was a little shattered inside but hey, He was my bestfriend i should feel happy for him. That moment, when the night before his marriage,  we made a little boys-night out, before yeah, he married. We was a little drunk after some drinks and thought of going to his house and stay a night there and could also go to his wedding the next day, with him. The boys was all in the guest room and he pulled me with him and go to his bedroom.

He locked the door and kissed me on my neck and bit it. I pushed him and pulled him by his head and crashed his lips to mine. We kissed deeply as i throw him on his bed and kissed him again. We making out for some minute til he put his hand in my shirt and worked all around it. I kissed him but then i start to speak.

"This is not right.." I pushed him away and lay by his side, catching some breath. He looked at me with a little dissapoint shown on his face. He bit his lips for some minutes and kissed me on my cheek and look at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and made my way to the dreamland. Thats when i hear he whispered. " i still love you.." He turn his back facing me and maybe sleeping.. i watch him for a minute until i slowly move my arms through his waist and his stomach, hugging him from behind. I smile and closed my eyes again, now my mind was at its peace as i slept. I hope this moment will last forever, unfortunately, it isn't..


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He was already married and so did i and some of the band member.. He happily declared he was a father and quickly jumped up and down, he quickly hugged me while i only could pat his back. After some minutes he release me and hugged the other member, as he glanced at me alot. I don't know what was he ever thinking??

After some minutes with the other i walked slowly to the restroom, felt my feet was cracked and broken. My heart slowly thumped as i would die any minute. Then i felt a soft hand touch my shoulder, i turn around and shocked to saw Frank with his eyes glittering and pinned me on the wall. He start to kissed me, my mind blown with his action as he slowly release me and parted our kiss slowly. I look at him slowly as he made a small smile and he walked away.

I  walked in the restroom and quickly locked the door. I looked at myself through the mirror a tears drop slowly as the others followed quickly. I was crying, I don't even know why.. Maybe at this part, I was pretty sure that ..

All of those kisses, those sweet memories we had will die any day soon.


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Now even i have my own babies, we was all happy and stuff. But now we never have the guts to kiss in public except for on the cheeks.

" Now.. both of us have babies, have wife and soon gets older.." He stated and change his stare towards the night sky and to me. We was sitting on Ray's backyard after his little birthday party that show how old he have become and so do we.

He crashed his back to the grassy grass with i followed afterwards, our wives and daughter was all indoor.

".. but the thing is.." He move his hand on the back of his head.

"I .. still-" Before he could continued his words i kissed him short but heated. We broke apart for some minutes and when he start to blushed.. "-love you.." He continued, whispering.

"The thing is we have wife.. and babies" I chuckled.

" How about us..? " I started to feel confused, and really don't know what to do. "We should married at the first place.. but i still love Lyn too" I slowly mumbled. I feel guilty as ever, madly in love with other guy while married.
He kissed me slowly on the cheek..

" How bout Jamia..?" I slowly murterred.

"She is my future.. You are my forever" He whisper and start to smile. Maybe one day, this feeling was just a memories... but till then, let me kept it.